What am I

I am feeling dam restless now. I’m supposed to finish my tutorial assignment. but my heart just flutters. My heart did time in Siberia. How i handle stuffs are judged by others. I hate it when there’s no communication. ROAR! i hate it when ppl feel otherwise. ARGH! The only conclusion i can come up with is that no one is like me. I think i’m too lackasaidal in my approach also. Both in my relationship and my life. God help me………

Give me strength……..

when i came back she wasn’t there

just a note left on the stairs

if you wanna talk give me a call

my heart did time in Siberia

was waiting for the lie to come through

cos it’s all so dark and mysterious

when the one you want doesn’t want you.

 

SIGH!!

RWAORE!%#$%#%!$#@!$#%!#$#@!@#%$!%$###$^T%!@%#$%$!#@@#!#$$#@!$#%!$!%

 

Depressing

It just makes us sad…….. The poverty in other countries esp Africa could just be a wake up call for all of us. Don’t take life for granted. I’m begging all of you…. Do something good and pay it forward…………….

Right here Right Now

For the past week i’ve been burying my head in DnD stuffs and hall FOC. Hall FOC this year was several notches higher than last year. We had several power stations that will surely make it a memorable ride for the freshmen. They had stations like snow city, laser quest, Gmax, ATV and of cos the running across singapore during the wee hours of the morning. LOL. I tried the Gmax and i really love it! it was exhilarating! It’s not the going up that’s scary but the over turning of the capsule. LOL. I thought i would dread going for hall camp but it was totally enjoyable.

Of cos me not spending enough time with my girlfriend these past 4 weeks have certainly taken a toll on the relationship. Well she has her reasons to blame me and i have my reasons for doing so. But it certainly isn’t an excuse for me to neglect that sms. Oh wells. Things are ok now and i guess both of us would have alot of learning to do.=)

It gives you a sense of satisfaction when you see a project that you’ve started on going on so well. Thank you Gambino and Dado for the eternal memories.=)

Now comes the sad part….

In certain situations, i just feel my life being meaningless. All i do is accomodate to ppl here and there and everywhere. I guess i really can’t help it since i’m the nice guy character. and besides i do have a soft heart.sigh. Accomodating is all part and parcel of life. It’s to avoid conflicts and disasters. So i will continue to do the best i can.

argh! i hate negativity. It brings about a bout of negative energy. Just spoils your day. Anyways to everyone reading! have a wonderful friday!=)

Happenings since camp!

Ok as promised i will do a proper update!=) After the FOC camp, i had barely 24 hours before i flew off to KL for a networking conference on computer related topics. You may say it’s geeky and stuff but i really learnt alot and about how students from neighbouring countries are doing so well. It’s really an eye opener. Besides that it was my first time visiting KL and i think it is a beautiful city!

So the conference lasted 3 days and then i extended 2 days for my own RnR. we went to places like lot 1o, KL tower, merdeka tower….

This is me hard at work at the conference. With limited network connectivity, we had to listen to the talks.-.-/hahah

This is the KL tower we visited. looks so surreal. My team members who worked with me on the conference.

Me receiving my certificate after the conference! WOOT!

So after that we had this cultural night where team singapore played with light sabers lol. I still have it!=D

And then it was home sweet home. I have never been so excited to come back home to fast internet and also my GAMBINOS haha. i really missed them and my girlfriend too. Good bunch of seniors and chatter boxes. haha. The next day i went to celebrate my one year anniversary with dear and i think i surprised her with what i did! LOL something simple but it’s a part of me that i never did before. so yea glad u love it dear!=)

May we have many more blissful memories to come.

On sunday, It was LIVERPOOL DAY!!! my pretty much expensive 188 ticket that i bought for me and my sister. together with xiang jing we went to conquer the roars and the boos of the singapore crowd! LOL well the match wasn’t that bad but with the stars and the match performances i would say i thoroughly enjoyed it! but kudos to the Lions as well, they fought well and had decent chances! good job!

Before the match i went to visit Zh together with the freshies. HAHA glad catching up with them. Then it was the chalet at gambino where again fun ensued. GAMBINOS gather means there will be loads and loads of fun! haha. GOOD JOB GUYS! keep up the spirit ok!

So i guess that’s pretty much my holidays. busy as a bumblebee. I am still handling DnD! AHHHH.

Date me out for coffee guys! keep me sane!

Adios!

FOC- Gambino

For the past five days i’ve been actively shouting my voice hoarse in the SCE/MSE FOC camp. It was truly an enjoyable 5 days with the freshies and seniors alike. We went thru hell, we went thru joy and in the end we emerge the team with the best team spirit. I am truly proud of you gambinoes.

Special thanks to my Gls who have always been there to support me and to help me in whatever i do. They are really a great bunch of ppl. My seniors who have never failed to liven up the spirit. Running through the amaziing race with us and slping on the floor together. My heart goes out to you all.=) (Zh, kenneth, jin han, yawen, bx……) haha. too many to name la.

And lastly my freshies, without you Gambino wouldn’t be gambino too! you put in your heart and soul into everything you do and made me proud. Let’s have more outings together and bring this bond to a new level.

Alas every happy occasion has to be marred with some illness. PPL with fever pls get well soon ok? we will truly miss you and as i embark on my KL trip with fond memories of the camp, i’ll probably nt have a mind there at all.=)

Gambino and Liqueur Forever!=)))))

Greater things are still to be done.

Hello ALL!

I’m back from Senior’s camp. It was super super shagged! LOL i think this year’s camp would be a blast! the Fright night is improved!so i’m guessing the freshies would be super shagged too!LOL. There’s also an improved war games rather than the big structure last year. There are more water bomb games! the amazing race is going to be all over singapore and my ezlink card is going to go bonkers! someone pls give me cash ok?

I went for the F1 interview on friday. Really hope i get suite ambassador if not GSO is fine too!Pray for me ok!

I came back from bintan black and red. So comes the question, which lobster will run faster? black or red? LOL. I thoroughly enjoyed myself with dear of cos! it was a short getaway for us and now we’ll be busy busy busy. Like a bumblebee!

Caught Transformers for free courtesy of the SAF and i am glad i caught it! 2 1/2 hours of non-stop action is definitely worth it. Though megan Fox used to be a guy, i still think she’s dam hot. LOL somethings just don’t change.

Somewhere in between, i managed to sneak in a stayover at kevin’s house with zhihuai and yawen. It was a good catchup. Good entertainment and good friendship bonds. =)

After camp, i am going JB, KL and hall camp. It’s going to be a busy and packed july.

I need more time!=)

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I’m your biggest fan.

Hey fellow readers out there ( if there are anyone left!). Time to clear up the spiderwebs that are slowly but surely taking over this blog.

The reason why i blog is to vent out frustrations and to pen down what i have in mind. As usual i do not have the motivation to continuing blogging on a daily basis.IT’s a reflection of what you want others to see.

Actually this post is dedicated to allyna. I met her while i was invigilating and she seems to have a huge problem on her mind. She knows what i want to say already but girl, you’re not alone in this. Whatever u’re going through i’ve went through it before and you’ll come out stronger than expected.

It’s fun working with fun ppl when they can actually make your day less of a chore. Invigilation may not always be the best job avaliable but hey, it’s not a taxing job! The invigilators are going to eat tomorrow and i can’t go.=( lol. but i believe there will always be another time!(:

On the whole, i think my hoildays have been a fruitful one. I set out with a goal and i’m achieving it!(: Keep me in your prayers and i’ll be in faith!

Peace out!=)

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Updates!

Woo! i’m back updating! it’s like so darn long since i last did a proper update. The previous one was just a brief summary la. LOL. Yesterday was Liqueur’s chalet and i think it was quite a success. The turn out was relatively not bad and the bbq was relatively full too! There was Mj session and it was a good game. LOL the place they rented was too out of the way but it’s dam cool la. U’ll get like one whole bungalow to yourself and u can enjoy the facilities all for 175 dollars! coolness right!

We played indian poker and everyone’s face got disfigured. I shall show u some of them now. LOL

Spot the difference! LOL!

And then there was Adolf Hitler Junior! LOL

Zhi huai’s Eyebrow was damn classic but too bad we didn’t take photos!

He can even scare off a ghost with his ghastly eyebrows! like dam thick and eeewww! hahahaha

Then there was hairspray! LOL Cindy’s Gift to her friend and i think it’s dam dam cool la!

Each time i see a friend or a family member, the question ” what are you going to do this summer”

And i will say ” Hmm prob rest and see how.”

LOL! i think i’m portraying a very slack image! goodness!

Deka outing on friday, i’m so going to look forward to that! Dear’s flying off on saturday and i am so going to miss her la! but i think it’s only 8 days so i think can tahan.

WHAT TO DO WHEN GF IS OUT OF TOWN?

PLAY MJ MJ MJ!!!

hahahhaa. I went to kbox with her my virgin trip with her. Though we had fun but then i still don’t like singing. It has never been in me. Maybe with a guitar can la but with a mic i get stage fright! After that we went to bowl and my arms hurt till now! it has been 48 hours already! gosh i am getting old! it’s like OLD! sheesh i sound like a mid life crisis person. eeeewwww. LOL!

Bowling Stunts!

 

I think i look good in this picture! WOO!

ok i’m dam tired. Came back from chalet and tried to slp but i got interrupted by two phone calls! yucks! and so i’m tired now. Off to bed! cya!!!

 

XO XO

Gossip Boy!